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KPOP SECRET MEME 2 PART 130

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[(Anonymous)]

anons i realized none of my "friends" care about me
they say they're here for me but it's not easy for me to just reach out and talk about my feelings with anyone,so said they shouldn't bother and that i didn't want to annoy them and they completely forgot about me

its not like i wanted them to keep subjecting themselves to me but damn its been over a week and no one has even sent me a txt...

the only friend who messaged me these weeks used to be my best friend until she moved towns. she sent me a message saying that she missed me and wanting to know my address so i eagerly replied telling her i missed her too and asked why she wanted my address for (thinking that maybe it was a letter or something) but she just wanted to put me on her dads (he's a politician) mailing list. she didn't even answer me when i asked her when she was free

i belive im the problem im so boring and sad and ridic no one cares and they shouldn't i wish i could stop existing and spare people of my presence
sorry for the rant here's the only place i feel comfortable sharing this

[(Anonymous)]

anon :( i don't believe that you're too boring and sad and don't deserve friends.
tbh maybe what you need to do is make new friends - friends who are more accessible and empathetic, and with whom you have something in common? like fandoms or something. even if they're only online friends at first, you could still build a good support system through them and be there for each other.

[(Anonymous)]

im going to try anon! its just sad because this only keeps bringing me down every time o think about it

[(Anonymous)]

you can do it, anon, i know you can. i was also the kind of person who didn't reach out to others as much as i wanted to, because i was afraid of coming across as clingy and annoying. it's hard at first to accept the idea that friendship can be unconditional and that you deserve to have people in your life who will really be there for you. that's why i think a friendship works best when you can be supported by your friend and support them in return, so it's a mutual give-and-take.

[(Anonymous)]

anon ;;
you get it! i need to work on my self esteem because i always belive im a burden to everyone.

[(Anonymous)]

it's hard to break out of that way of thinking :c esp if you have depression on top of low self-esteem. but i do think you can do it, and meme will always be here for you while you try to pick yourself up, so. ;;